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9.06.2012

Let's make lemonade.

Coldplay
I'll be honest. When Matthew left on his mission, it was harder for me than I like to admit.
( I know. I talk about him toooo much.)
So, when I decided to move to Logan, I believed something magical would happen.
And at first, it actually was kind of magical.
Logan became my very own place where not EVERYTHING reminded me that Matthew was gone.
(I know, that's pretty selfish of me...but it's how I thought.)
Not only that, but living with my big sister, who I look up to enormously, is pretty much the funnest thing I've ever done and the best decision I've ever made.
But then, USU wasn't the answer I thought it was going to be, and my job became less than bearable. 
Now I kind of feel worried that, because of stupid desperation and anxiety, I've landed myself somewhere where I'm maybe not meant to be.
Maybe it's not that...but like...has anyone else been to 4 universities and not been able to mesh with any of them? haha.
Oh, it's pathetic.

Luckily, until I figure out the best thing for me to do, I still have my camera, my family, and especially that brilliant sister of mine I mentioned before for comfort and advice.
And Coldplay. I still have Coldplay.

Tell me. What do you guys do with the lemons life throws at you? How do you make lemonade?

4 comments :

  1. And you've got your best friend. :)
    Love you, Kay.

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  2. Thank you so much for this blog it has such great inspirations. Because I love this blog, I've nominated you for the Liebster award! Check out my blog for the deets!!

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  3. Well school's not for everyone. Maybe there's something better out there for you! Personally, I think you should pursue writing as a career! You're wonderful at it.

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  4. dear kalynn.
    please write a new blog.
    love ashley.
    :)

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